I have to say that after going shopping for the last two days for what seems to be a very small amount of people (12 people), I’ve spent over $400 and I’m not sure whether or not it’s going to go higher or not. I hate Christmas now, I can see why there was a […]

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So if being single wasn’t bad enough, though some may argue that as a pro rather than a con and I can’t say I can agree with one side or another.It’s nice to wake up to someone and know that you’re loved the way you want to be loved, but at the same time, it’s […]

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Still working out kinks -shakes fist-
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I had a conversation that’s placed me in a very displaced mood and mind set. I’m not sure how to respond to the idea that I’m no longer in a relationship, or the possibility that I’ve hurt a boy that I’ve been involved with. There’s not much to say on […]

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When I think about the past few months, though I’m not sure if it’s considered a few if it’s more than half the year…I wonder what I’ve been doing with my life and whether or not I’ve made any advances towards what I really want. I absolutely just hate people that want a plethora of […]

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Yes. I’m sick. Fuckin’ christ of a sickness too, the stomach virus. Yay! I love seeing what I ate five minutes ago, it’s one-der-full. Yep. -shakes fist- I woke up yesterday and pretty much ran into the bathroom, had a make out session with the toilet seat, brushed my teeth, climbed into bed again and […]

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FIT thinks that the ending of my social security number is 2 when it’s really 3, problem? I’d say so. Over the weekend I need to go find the SUNY number, call them to change it, then the FIT number, call them to change it. Meh. I feel like it’s going to make me look […]

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Yesterday was the first All-American Rejects concert at the Hammerstein Ballroom, and I must say: IT WAS FUCKING GORGEOUS! I even had VIP tickets for the Soundcheck Party where I got to meet them and talk to them and get things signed and hug them and fucking ahhhhhhmazing. I was so happy, though pissed because […]

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Just got home a few minutes ago from a really kick ass time with my SVA mates, other than the boring time with drawing. I feel bad because I made this sign that read CAUTION : CLASS MAY CAUSE ONESELF TO BANG THEIR HEAD AGAINST A WALL and I put it up for critiqueing and […]

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I wanted to be like you, I wanted everything. So I tried to be like you and I got swept away.
Looking at the things that have happened from the past year, going through a nostalgic state of mind…I’ve reached a point where I realize some things with the situation that is called present.
I’m not happy.
I’m […]

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I love my SVA class, my main teacher (Terry) is fucking awesome…and irony hit him when the two biggest talkers finished first (jilly and I).
Did I mention everyone is curious enough to fucking get high, if they don’t get high already? Heh!
Got high today in Central Park, on the rocks…it was so fucking entertaining.
Great days.

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